Better not be..

Ok. So... I have had these excruciating upper abdominal pains for about the last 8 months. They come and go. This morning was one of the worst I've had. I woke up around 3:30 a.m bawling my eyes out. It lasted about 2 hours before I was able to fall asleep again. I decided to google it. Because google has the answer for everything! I honestly think it may be pancreatic cancer. Idk. Too dramatic?! My grandpa died of it, and I have almost all the symptoms. But then I wonder why the doctors didn't find anything when they ran all these tests on me when I got back from Germany. The main way to find it is by having an endoscopy, an upper GI, and ultrasounds... I have had them all, and they didn't find jack!! Which then leads me to believe that I am a hypochondriac. lol but it TOTALLY makes sense!!! I'm just freaking out right now... Needing something to take my mind off of it. It's my day off. Maybe I'll go clean my room!

Yah... It's been a while!

I realize I haven't blogged since about April...

I plan to keep up on this. Maybe at least every two weeks, or so. It'll be fun! Ok. Down to the nitty gritty. Here is a litle review time to get all caught up.

I was a kitty for Halloween

Spent some time with my family

Maybe took some glamour shots ;)

My babies visited

Suz and Danny visited for Thanksgiving

Saw some AWESOME concerts. Katy Perry, Journey, Foreigner, Night Ranger, Def Leppard, Heart, Motley Crue ( and got to meet Nikki Sixx), Poison, New York Dolls, KMFDM, 3oh!3, The Australian Pink Floyd... just to name a few

Dressed up for the final Harry Potter premier

Did some mini golfing

Had family pictures done by the amazing Kayla Cannon

Weekend away, up in Salt Lake

Septermber, 2011. I got a new neice. Callie Margeruite Prows.

I Love Siegfried's in my spare time

Saw 3oh!3 in Germany with Nessa

Family Pictures

While I was gone, I went on a study abroad to Germany, and had the most amazing time of my life!

This past year I have made new friends, kept old ones close, went through some hard times, went to the most amazing country, had some stellar times, I got a new job, I laughed, I loved, I cried, and I have grown to be a better person from it all. Never forget that I love you guys!! I hope you prosper through the new year, and stay strong to those resolutions!